This song is personal.

It comes from where I’m at in life right now—single, mature, secure in who I am, and grounded in my faith. I’ve raised three daughters on my own. I’ve built a life through discipline, work, and surrender to God. That changes how I see people and how I’m seen.

I’m approached more than people might expect, and often it’s through surface-level attraction—sexualized attention, suggestive energy, or what’s become normal on social media. I’m not angry about it, but I am discerning. I’ve learned the difference between being noticed and being known.

I Need To See Jesus is about that line.

I’m not looking for perfection or appearances. I’m looking for depth. I want conversation, faith, curiosity, and shared values. I want a woman who is conservative in how she carries herself but open in her mind and spirit. Someone who puts Christ first—not just in words or posts, but in demeanor, presence, and heart.

When I meet someone in person, I don’t want the first thing I notice to be what they’re showing off. I want to feel peace. I want to hear faith. I want to see Jesus reflected in their spirit before anything else.

God first. Us and our families in the middle. Everything else after.

This song is simply me saying that out loud.